THE END...OR THE BEGINNING?

I find myself a little, say, unsettled by all this talk of the end of the world. Not because I 100% believe it, but because I love Jesus and I love God, and lets be honest ITS KINDA A BIG THING! I mean come on no one really knows. I have heard different religious people saying "Not even the Angels in heaven know when the end is"! or "He will come back like a thief in the night!" ok so if the end of the world is supposed to come on May 21, 20011, I do not believe it will be as the man Harold Camping is stating!
Ok come on and think, if HE is supposed to come back like a thief in the night, it wont be as Camping says! When you see a thief in the night, that said thief isn't informing everyone in the world that he is stealing your car, or money or whatever. He is going to be quiet, and most thieves come out at night. So when he states its going to be an earth quake and thousands of millions of billions of dead bodies will rise from the earth and bust open so the soul can travel up to heaven. Last time I checked we didn't have to have our grave "broken open" to rise to heaven! If God wants us, he calls us, we rise from our ashes and we go to his side.
So now that I have stated how I feel, and how I think this "Prophet" is wrong, lets get down to the nitty gritty! No I ABSOLUTELY  do not believe he knows when, where, or what time. Let me just state that now, but there is always the question of "WHAT IF?"!Any normal human has the right to ask this. A lot of people make guesses everyday! So what if he is right! Not because he for saw it or because he is the ULTIMATE PROPHET (and i use this term VERY loosely) I mean what if he is right this one time and its just a coincidence? Crazy to think, believe me I know. Anything is possible right?
So here is where I stand, I love each and every one of you that are reading this, so i care about you. DO NOT just use this man threatening the end of the world to get you motivated to find God! God has been here all along. He has been the reason you took your first breath, and he will be the reason you will take your last! Whether it be during the "END" tomorrow or the end of your LIFE in 10, 15, 20 years from now. We NEVER know how long we have, we aren't even promised tomorrow! But we have been promised eternal love, and protection, and what ever greatness you can even imagine. But we have been promised that from the Get GO!
With that said, I am a CHICKEN SHIT! Yeah laugh at me if you want but I am the girl who hides from storms, prays while driving to keep my kids safe because EVERYONE IS OUT TO HIT ME TODAY,and finds deep and powerful meaning in everyday life! I believe in GOD! If someone were to come to me today and say "Tabatha do you believe in God" my first words would be "YES, why are you asking me?" But I find myself absolutely terrified about all of this talk (and I mean TERRIFIED) of the end of the world. And you know its really not about me per say! My thoughts are for my kids! I don't want my kids to go to heaven with out me. I am terrified that I just haven't lived right ENOUGH. Yeah I try every day to be the very best person I can be, but is it enough. I mean come on we NEVER know when the end can come, it could come right this second, but how can someone be so confident to KNOW they are going to heaven! I believe, love, and worship God. I try my best to do my very best daily but is it enough.
I beg every one of my friends RIGHT this second to do one favor for me, not even for me for your self, to make your life right with WHOMEVER you believe in. Just do it please, because I love each and every one of you in a very special way and if ONE DAY I do get to grace those gates in heaven, I would love to see your face on the other side welcoming me, or I would love to be the one welcoming you home. So don't do it for me, or because this crazy old man wants to cause mass hysteria, but because you believe in your heart you want to live the rest of your life with out pain, with love, and with the people you love and most importantly with GOD! I love you guys and God Bless!