I DONT UNDERSTAND!

     OK I AM A MOTHER OF TWO BEAUTIFUL GIRLS. I AM A MAID, A COOK, A TAXI DRIVER, A NURSE, JUST TO NAME A FEW! I DO WORK A FULL TIME JOB AND ITS CALLED MOMMY! I CANT TALK ON THE PHONE, I CANT PEE IN PEACE, AND BATH TIME HAS BECOME A GROUP EFFORT! THERE FOR I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR MUCH ELSE. UNLESS YOU COME TO MY HOUSE OR WE SCHEDULE AN APPOINTMENT IM CONSTANTLY ON THE GO, NO MATTER WHAT IS GOING ON THAT DAY! SO PLEASE DONT BE MAD AT ME IF I CANT BE AT YOUR BECKON CALL! I TRY! I TRY SO HARD TO BE SUCH A GOOD PERSON. I TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY. AND I MEAN EVERYONE BUT THIS HAS GONE TO FAR!
I HAVE A BFF THAT WE MAYBE TALK ONCE A WEEK AND THATS A BIG HUGE MAYBE. BUT I DONT GET MAD AT HER FOR NOT TALKING TO ME AND VICE VERSA! SO PLEASE TELL ME HOW MY BFF CAN UNDERSTAND THAT LIFE GETS IN THE WAY SOMETIMES AND THINGS DONT ALWAYS GO THE WAY WE WANT THEM TO AND SHE STILL LOVES ME LIKE IM HER VERY OWN SISTER AND YOU CANT EVEN UNDERSTAND A LITTLE AND YOU ARE FAMILY? YES THIS IS A BITCH FEST. IM NOT SAYING WHO IM TALKING ABOUT IM JUST SAYING IN GENERAL!
     OK SERIOUSLY THOUGH. AM I THAT BAD OF A PERSON THAT I DESERVE TO BE HUMILIATED AND TALKED BADLY ABOUT? CONTRARY TO BELIEF, I DONT LIE, I DONT MAKE THINGS GO MY WAY, HELL I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO LIE WITH OUT GETTING CAUGHT! I TRY MY VERY VERY BEST EVERY DAY TO LIVE THE WAY GOD WOULD INTEND AND I TRY MY VERY BEST TO DO WHAT HE SAYS AND TURN THE OTHER CHEEK BUT ITS SO HARD SOMETIMES! BECAUSE YOU KNOW, NO MATTER WHAT, YOU ARE JUST GONNA GET SLAPPED AGAIN!
     LOOK YOU HAVE A NEW LEASE ON LIFE. BE HAPPY! LIVE YOUR LIFE! IM LIVING MINE! AND JUST BE.....I DUNNO....HAPPY! THATS ALL I HAVE EVER WISHED FOR ANYONE! YOU ARE STARTING OUT FRESH AND NEW, ENJOY THAT!
I AM SORRY IF ANY OF YOU TAKE THIS OFFENSIVELY OR GET MAD AT ME! THIS IS MY BLOG THIS IS MY OPINION, AND MY THOUGHTS! IF YOU DONT AGREE OR YOU DONT LIKE THIS DONT READ IT! ITS AS SIMPLE AS 1 2 3. THANK YOU AND HAVE A WONDERFULLY SPECTACULARLY BLESSED DAY!
KTHANKSBYE!